Everyone's good advice on the new meds was/is appreciated. I have to tell you the nauseau in the morning is gross. I feel pretty much like I would expect a pregnant woman with morning sickness might feel like thought I've only just come close to vomiting once. I eat toast or drink a soda and I'm fine in an hour. And frankly, it's worth it because I feel BETTER.
My God, I spent the last few weeks in this haze and half the time, on the verge of tears. Some of the time, actually IN tears. But I'm better now. I'm not GREAT, but I'm better.
Tomorrow I have to remember to call my doctor to get my lab results from Saturday -- I'm sure I am fine, though. It was just a routine check. And if something was wrong, my phone would ring.
And in totally unrelated news, I am ashamed to confess tonight, I craved fast food. I seldom do and when I do, it's usually at 2am. But I craved fast food like hell after work today and opted for Togos. It's not McDonald's, so I feel a little more at ease with it, but I'm still achy from the ginormous sub I shoved down my throat along with some chips. {sigh}
I've been thinking lately, though, that it might be time for me to really go hard core. Push myself for just one week and see how I do. Maybe I will be so very pleased with the results, I can do it a second week... and a third. But the temptation in my life is great and I am most often too weak to fight it.
But it's something I'm considering.
And in completely unrelated news, tomorrow I get to wear my yoga pants and a t-shirt to work because we're having a 5-hour CPR training course. Was I keen to get certified in CPR? Maybe a little. Was I keen to not be at my desk for five hours, goof off with my friends and mouth-kiss a mannequin in my yoga pants? Abso-fuckin-lutely.
Sweet dreams.
